The Miss M

Hello it's the number one I'm sitting by the sea and I'm not knowing what to do next everything is foggy because past few months it's crazy I don't know what to do why I'm doing things I'm doing and for what I'm just checking out the boxes and let's get so tired that I don't want anything else to do I don't want to wake up go to work do the things I have to do because in the end of the day I feel I haven't done anything I haven't done so many things like 10 12 20 even things today at work at home but in the end of the day I didn't feel like I was doing something for myself just doing it because I have to do usually it starts off like a good project right idea just do it and yeah it will be fun and great thing to do all right we are doing it but when you finally have to do it either way it's a Time pushing you to do it or it's like okay we have to finish it so we can do something else something next the idea I have and I it...